i love apples and bananas

2009-04-22T16:06:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo. i've changed to another blog. hahaz. i like changing blogz. bcuz i get to view what i learnt daily easier and w/o deleting the blog with its posts. www.hellotogeraldine.blogspot.com . alrite. tag me on the other blog if you want linked. takecare. God bless.

2009-04-21T17:34:00.001+08:00

- Luke 10:42 -
but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.

2009-04-21T17:10:00.004+08:00

2nd day of sch , and im sick . still went to sch coz lab have to do make up lesson. called mom, she's gonna bring me to doc l8r. love my mom. =) i need directions. wisdom. strength. i asked the question "why?" ,, and got a reply from Rebecca's blog. :) thank YOU Daddy in Heaven :) and so, TRUST.

Romans 12:12
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.

2009-04-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

Lead Me To The Cross - Hillsong United

Savior I come

Quiet my soul remember

Redemptions hill

Where Your blood was spilled

For my ransom

Everything I once held dear

I count it all as loss

Chorus:

Lead me to the cross

Where Your love poured out

Bring me to my knees

Lord I lay me down

Rid me of myself

I belong to You

Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I

Tempted and tried

Human

The word became flesh

Bore my sin and death

Now you're risen

Everything I once held dear

I count it all as loss

ChorusBridge:

To your heart

Lead me to your heart

2009-04-17T22:26:00.006+08:00

came acr0ss and alm0st stepped 0n this black thing 0n the gr0und when i was 0n my way t0 the wake. it was h0rrible when i saw the beak . . . (P.S warning ! the picture bel0w may cause uneasiness in you. )

im disappointed .. but i will still hope and trust in you .. bcos you can do all things through CHRIST who strengthens you ..

2009-04-16T18:06:00.005+08:00

15th april :

went t0 bus stop opp np t0 mit Hy , i realised that my j0urney t0 np abt 45 min from cck ! thank GOD i din choose np xP cck t0 nyp faster ;D we bused to queensway, and ate curry chicken rice . n0w i understand why Mich like curry chicken ! hahaha , you can call me 0ut f0r curry chicken already x) we 0rdered bread t0 eat with the curry . delicous . haas .

den we went t0 change Hy's bag . changed t0 another bag but same design . thank GOD can change! if not it may be a wasted trip . after that we went t0 Eric's mom's sh0p . his aunty was there . spent abt 1 hr plus there , had a l0ng chat with the aunty, and Hy sure made the aunty happy with her purchases xP h0pefully eric brings her to our church , as she said the timing f0r her church quite inconvenient as she has t0 w0rk. anw, she's really a nice sh0pkeeper .

after we left the sh0p, we went t0 anch0r point and sh0pped . saw this really nice open stall which sells really nice hand made jewellery . i seldom take any liking t0 such jewellery . but this is really nice . the lady has a good talent :) me and Hy b0ught bangles that looks like the 2nd picture ab0ve . its simple yet pretty .

aftr that, we went t0 l0t 1 f0r a while, and i left f0r west mall t0 mit Jessica , while she went t0 eat dinner with Agnes . Its been s0 long since i c0uld mit up with Jessica ! i prayed that GOD would bless 0ur mitup, that it will n0t be a meetup where al0t 0f awkward silences due t0 limited t0pics as we've n0t contacted much f0r abt 2 yrs. and praise the LORD, it was a good meetup . we ate @ burger king after a round of scissors paper stone (childish but a fast way to choose our dining venue haha ) and at 1st it was kfc, but it was very packed. we had al0t to talk about and joke about . we had almost the same interests and i really enjoyed miting her. abt 9plus, went to cck take bus home .

on the bus alot 0f memories 0f 0ur sec sch life came t0 me. she still wanted t0 play basketball lol. told her we both de skills already rusty liao after abt 3 yrs of not playing . den she said thats why we must practise. lol. come to think of it, no sedentary lifestyle for us too. and we get more meetups. :) hmm, was a tiring but fun day. :)

16th april :

met Xinjuan 12 @ yewtee trained to orchard . 0n the train we saw a suspici0us 0bject ab0ve in the middle 0f the train with n0b0dy near it . hahaha . but nth happened . praise the LORD! =) so tired that we fell asleep in the train . thank GOD we both got seats and by HIS grace, i never missed any mrt stops, woke up at the right time.

went t0 fareast and ate my lunch @ this graffiti cafe . it felt as if im waiting t0 see a doctor . sh0pped ard after dat . saw Cynthia and Dorcas ! :) chatted a while den went 0ur seperate ways . Xinjuan had t0 g0 teach tuition afterwards s0 0ff we trained back west . it was a destressing trip . haha . im fantically bl0gging i wont have much time t0 blog i guess when sch starts! hahaha. alrite, 0ff i go ! :D

2009-04-14T21:18:00.005+08:00

went with Mich,Yl to our dear sister's hse . plan A is to buy some ingredients g0 her hse t0 cook , as she dun like 0utside food c0z al0t msg . but we chose plan B instead as we don0 what t0 get and the timing we met was abt 145, and by the time we finish co0king, our st0mach might n0t take it , and s0 da ba0-ed t0 her hm . sorry :(

watched pirates of the carribean 3 . at first i d0nt find it interesting as i havent watched part 1 and 2 s0 im trying very hard t0 understand what is g0i on . it g0t m0re and m0re interesting, but i think 0ur sis g0t b0red? so sorry arh.. den we went and expl0re her rm while she mapled xP. whoah, soo many cute stuff . after s0me time, we made 0ur move .
if you are seeing this , we h0pe you get well so0n ! :)

after which, me and mich went t0 302, intending t0 eat 0ur dinner , yl had dinner at home so din join us. but 302 was s0 packed . we dicussed g0 cwp or wm , den in e end, we went gombak :) s0 many places t0 eat there . ate at 1 c0ffee sh0p , so cheap and delicious are the food there ! 0hh man . ate 1 bowl 0f u mian and 1 bubble milk tea . din expect t0 be so full .. :( st0mach s0 bl0ated with fluid..until i feel like puking. this is bad. muz have self control next time and watch the amount i eat . n0wadays the food 0utside , 0ne bowl , s0 much food inside :( s0 walked hm instead 0f taking bus as usual , felt so much better afterwards :)

went 0nline t0 c0py d0wn my timetable . this yr, g0t 8 modules , and i realised, that my new lab teacher might be Ms Clair. h0w'd it be this yr f0r me? praise the LORD n0 matter what happens. :> and i need a study partner.

2009-04-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

Above All - worship

2009-04-13T13:15:00.005+08:00

went t0 the Reinhard bonke event at indoor stadium. awesome experience ! :) saw enormous crowd of people responding to the altar call to receive Jesus as their Saviour ! =) dun believe ask Matthew ! praise the LORD! it is indeed the power of GOD to Salvation ! :>

below the vide0s are s0me of the miracle healings testimonies. However, due to my ph0ne model, and also the background, what is being said is n0t heard clearly here. :( nevertheless, s0me still can be heard. ;x

2009-04-13T12:51:00.004+08:00

e 2nd person of this video is Chow chin (dono how to spell) from YI , who couldn't bend before all the way due to a medical condition, and now could bend all the way. praise the LORD! :) our LORD heals.

2009-04-12T16:00:00.001+08:00

Parable of the Prodigal son : http://www.biblelessonconnection.com/season6/lesson8/lesson8.html.

Deep of Your Grace - Hillsong

2009-04-11T11:55:00.002+08:00

to have a friend, be a friend. a friend loveth at ALL times. =) -frm bb enrolment.

2009-04-11T11:31:00.004+08:00

I can see the light that is shining for the heart that holds on. :)

2009-04-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today went for the bb enr0lment. Whoahs, this year kind of different. haha. it was kinda entertaining :) and though nobody went with me, Lisa and Sarah sat with me. :) thank GOD for the company :D and it was quite interesting to see the bruigade marching. so neat. :> aftr the enrolment,waited for Joel for a century, and ended up i didn't manage to relay what i was supposed to tell him coz his friend went with us. both of them don't want to share my umbrella, my very 'up to date' umbrella which i still have with me. too up to date liao so they dun wan be caught seeing under it. :( so, bcos of their unwise choices, they went for a shower under the clouds :(

i was late then for the pm ! :( took bus coz raining so heavily. had a great time of real fellowship ! :D its been quite some time since we all met up tgthr again. i love the times we gather =D thx Yilin for the sweet bear! :> humbled ourselves and interceded for the 3 cells, and for our precious sister. it was a time when we all really cry out for them. hmm, i hope more prayer warriors will start to rise up.. after pm, ate our dinner at cwp , pasta plus a special pizza frm our mother :> den we sat there just talking for ages. haha. but i had a bad headache :( due to my specs? too high degree. prayed and the headache was gone ! :D praise the LORD! =) den saw some unique sweets and bought them. off we went walking home. :)

2009-04-07T16:12:00.004+08:00

An empty glass, when you fill it with dirty water, the glass will appear dirty. the m0re rubbish one p0urs in, the dirtier it gets. even if you clean the outside of the glass over and over again, thinking, at least outside is clean. But, from the outside it still looks dirty. even if you cover the outside up, the contents will still be dirty. what are you pouring into your life ? it is time to stop pouring in junk, but to pour OUT junk.

2009-04-05T11:22:00.007+08:00

Perfect Love

I wanna see the broken hearts B F#
finding hope in God above G#m E B F#
I wanna know I’m doing all I can G#m E
So with this life, with all I am B F#
No matter what the cost may be G#m E B F#
I pray to see your love become our cause G#m E
I won’t stop believing B F#
You alone are, You alone are God G#m E E
In You there's freedom B F#
Your love brings me to my knees again G#m E
We're gonna bring an anthem of love B F#
We're gonna live for you now B F#
May your love become my every thought G#m E
I wanna know the sound of your heart B F#
I wanna live for you now

This perfect love, I can't explain
This way of life that has no end
Your mercy satisfies, it's all I need
My purpose found in You alone
to love the lost and bring them home

We were made to glorify our King E B
Singing You,
you bring me life E
You bring me hope F#
You're all I need~

2009-04-05T11:19:00.002+08:00

Unfailing Love - Chris Tomlin, Ed Cash, Carey Pierce, Marty Parks

You have my heartAnd I am yours forever

You are my strength

God of grace and power

And everythingYou hold in Your hand

Still You make time for meI can't understand

Praise You, God of earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change,

God, You remain

The Holy One and my unfailing love

Unfailing love

You are my rock

The One I hold on to

You are my song

And I sing for You

And everything

You hold in Your hand

Still You make time for me

I can't understand

Praise You, God of earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change,

God, You remain

The Holy One and my unfailing love

Unfailing love

And everything (everything)You hold in Your hand

And still You make time for me

I can't understand (can't understand still)

Praise You, God of earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change,

God, You remain

The Holy one and my unfailing love

Unfailing love(I will praise You)

2009-04-05T11:05:00.001+08:00

Till I See You [edited version] - Hillsong United

The greatest love that anyone could ever know

That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come

And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You

I will live to love You

I will live to bring You praise

I will live a child in awe of You

You are a voice that called the universe to be

You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all

You alone are worthy Lord

And with all I am my soul will bless Your name :)

2009-04-03T10:34:00.006+08:00

Today is the day that determines we go for starbucks or not after our shift. this posting has been a torture, yet a blessing. it was only yesterday,that i start to like my cubicle. ;D

there was this uncle with dementia, who yells "bera! bera" alot of times. i dono how to spell, but in malay, it is pass motion. sometimes we check his pampers, dun have, but sometimes have. this amusing thing abt this patient in my cubicle, is that he sings bera bera and malay songs at night, which makes my other patients crazy.

so got this patient who told me, you can record his voice down "bera bera" and set it as your ringtone. . . which i didnt. my patients really have a "good" sense of humor. anyway, i made a paper rose for the uncle with dementia, and put it on the table he was resting, and he flattened it while he slept on it. what an appreciation. but he's going to an elderly home soon.aww..

really must take care of our health now.. if not when your cells starts to age more, you'll regret it..

2009-04-03T10:26:00.002+08:00

This is for someone, who feels like falling, who feels like your world is falling.

Chris Tomlin - Trust - Chris Tomlin

2009-03-15T00:21:00.006+08:00

Today cg :) and :( .
still, im thankful to GOD for the 4 who faithfully turned up.
today combined cell play games. it was quite fun. murderer and this ugly drawing game. new game to me. we gotto pass around this papers with our names on it, den we gotta draw the faces of the people as ugly as possible. urgh. and this is wat i got.. HAHA. not bad. still got 3 teeth, better den no teeth hahs.

sharing:
-enthusiasm is not a feeling but a discipline.
-whatever GOD calls you to do, He will enable you to do it.
-psalms53:1-3, is there any who seek GOD?
-repentance means changing the directioin of your life and living a GOD-oriented life.
-GOD loves you for who you are, not what you can do.
-who loves GOD? answer in John 14:15,21.
-Matthew 28:19-20 - the great command.

cg dinner at rooftop. was too sick to eat. still, fellowship with my cell members are worth it to stay. d with Shiying at mac afterwards, which i bought ice cream, hopefully like what someone said, eat ice cream helps. ?? hahaa. anw, i want to praise GOD, cuz i wanted to buy a second ice cream cone, the person saw that i bought ice cream again, laughed. so i jokingly told him maybe i should buy some more at one go, den surprisingly he put more ice cream for me lol!

it was actually taller, but i already munched a great deal of it off, den i rmb to take picture here as evidence to share a small testimony. haha. praise the LORD. =D

tomorrow's my attachment to cck polyclinic. praise GOD its 8 to 4pm for the 1st wk. den dun need to work afternoon to night shift. :> 2nd and 3rd wk, gotta sweat it out. hello to nursing :p

2009-03-13T10:33:00.005+08:00

whao.i need rest! haha.

Reflector - Planetshakers

Since i found Your love,
i've never needed anything to fill my heart.
even when i fall, You're always there with open arms to pick me up,
from the start i knew that no one else could make me feel the way You do,
everyday i want to go just a little bit closer...

chorus:
i want to be a reflector,
i wanna shine Your glory, i wanna to let the whole world know that You're living in me.
i wanna burn with Your fire, shine my light a little brighter,
i want to let the whole world know that JESUS lives in me.

2009-03-12T11:58:00.003+08:00

when i saw this picture of this child kissing this pig, it reminded me of us. kissing the pig is disgusting. however, we have been kissing something even more disgusting than this. sin. godlessness. as the generations get more and more corrupted, will you stand firm? will you seek to be soo connected to the Vine that no matter what comes your way, you will stand firmly on the Solid Rock?

2 Timothy 3:1-9

Godlessness in the Last Days

1But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days.

2People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy,

3without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, 4treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God—

5having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them.
6They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires,

7always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth.

8Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so also these men oppose the truth—men of depraved minds, who, as far as the faith is concerned, are rejected.

9But they will not get very far because, as in the case of those men, their folly will be clear to everyone.

2009-03-09T20:10:00.006+08:00

i saw this from mail. poor teachers..

haha.early this morning when it was still dark,i was shooked out of bed by Mom,exclaiming dat we gotto take a taxi down to ttsh immediately cos tai ma is in unstable condition.

we couldnt hail any cab! so i finally remembered i got taxi booking number. it is 65521111. so i called,den this huge white maxi cab came.i was not fully awake then.its like,OH MY! what taxi did i call?!! i forgot to tell the taxi hotline person dat i dun wan maxi cab..in e end, the fare is abt 23 dollars.sorry dad..praise the LORD that my parents are very understanding.i definitely learnt this lesson when the cab came. :l

tai ma's pulse was abit lower den ytd.bp lower too.thank GOD i know how to read the dynamat.haha.but unexpectedly,the pulse from 80 plus, dropped to 50 plus, den to 0.in such short moments of time..i hope she called on the name of the LORD as my mom spoke in her ear when she visited her..

went to grandma's hse to wait for her body to arrive.den wake start.i faster msg sis Anne tell her.im still a noob when it comes to me.im very glad that my family belongs to the LORD.i see my parents very firm in their decision to stand firm, not to have anything to do that will cause us to worship idols.praise the LORD.and thanks for those who did pray for me :)

still got 4 more days, i hope we can stand firm all the way. cos my family's the only family. i was said by my aunt dat i don't respect my tai ma. hais. it is disappointing to create this "bad impression" on my relatives. but i don wan to give up the eternal for the temporal. hmmm. the song and smoke really irritates me. ooo! off i went to cck to mit up Shiying, as permitted by mom. by His grace. :) i thank GOD for the people who cared to pray, or send me encouragements. =) as i told some of them alr, im fine. dun worry. :) just need prayers. =D

-we muz really treasure pple when they are still having pulse..-

2009-03-08T21:29:00.005+08:00

This morning, met Wanting at lot one for lunch. thank GOD i could escape eating kfc. haha. cos kfc causes me not to be in the pink of health! so, a healthier choice : subway! haha.
and so, huning and michelle came to join us. den off we went to TTC! hehe Huiying shall do the intro what is ttc. lol ;D

anyway, BS at ttc was cool. There's a prayer garden there! :) whats more cool is what we learnt! =D seriously, i hope my cell group members all turn up for Bible study..

after BS, had to go visit tai ma, off i went to ttsh,prayed for her.i hope she hears and i hope for the best.=) had a big meal a ttsh,with the chendol,drinks,chicken rice, banana split ... lol. i had a great time eating with my family :) saw my cute cousins,and they bought a "fire extinguisher" by themselves! lol. its a candy fluid thingy that they spray into thir mouths.it costs 3 dollars plus! ahhh... kids nowadays..but lennox wanted to treat me a drink! thats so unexpected of him.he's much more friendlier now.praise the LORD.=) there he is, brother kajiaoing him, pinching his cheek or something.lol.poor lennox.my bro doesn't spare him.hahaha.

homed after that,sent sermon feedback and watched "lp man" with family while eating a delicious meal mommy cooked up! :) i love these moments =)

praising and worshipping GOD with plugging in ear piece throughout the day, is an awesome experience! =) provided you worship Him in spirit and in truth. GOD, i love you! =)

2009-03-04T12:35:00.003+08:00

HE knows. He understands. Everything that you're going through. Everything that happened, He knows. And HE says ''I love you, My child.'' .

2009-02-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

i love cherry t0matoes.

2009-02-24T23:52:00.003+08:00

an easy way to get your priorities haywired - watch boys over flowers drama . urghh . not worth to fill yourself with such stuffs now . whatever you do, make sure the outcome will be good(in a Godly way). if not, don't waste your time, resources. don't give up the eternal for the temporal .

its easy to get our priorities haywired. but not getting our priorities right. so, will you do whatever it takes to make it right ?

2009-02-23T23:54:00.005+08:00

001. Real name → Geraldine Kau Qiu Ting
002. Nickname(s)→ ....
003. Birth Date → 28 may 91
004. Zodiac sign → i don't believe in such things.
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → ?
007. Middle School → concord primary school
008. High School → unity secondary school
010. Hair color → Black.
011. Long or short → not long not short.
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet. but i have a lot to say. x]
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health Freak → hope to be more health consicous though. and, im a nurse.
016. Drink or Smoke? → i drink. h20. no smoke.i dont wanna get smoked too.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → no.
018. Eat or Drink → both.
019. Piercings → ear.
020. Tattoos → nope.
021. righty or lefty → Right-hander. hope to be balanced.
022. first surgery → nil?
023. first piercings → ear.
024. first friend → i dont think i wanna test my own long term memory.
026 first pet → fish.
027. first vacation → malaysia.
028. first teacher → aww..
029. first sport → badminton.
030. first crush → someone in my childcare centre,which was when i was before pri sch.
049. Eating → nil. can you believe dat? hahaha
050. Drinking → my own saliva?
052. I'm about to → carry on with the quiz
053. Listening to → my blog song.
054. Plans for today → spend my time with GOD, study with Michelle and go prayer meeting at 7pm :)
055. Waiting for → some people to report their QT. hopefully they do that soon.
FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → if HE wills.
059. Want to get married? → if He lets.
060. Careers in mind → nurse. pianist. piano teacher. guitarist. netball coach. fnb.
068. Lips or eyes → wads this? i got both, im happy already.
070. Shorter or taller? → taller a bit.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → ?
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → what's definition of nice? some countries define fat as beautiful and in! lol.
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → ?i hope im neither.
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes. is dropping into toilet bowl counted?
081. Ran away from home → nope.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → yes.
083. Killed somebody → nope.
084. Broken someone's heart → if i did, it'll be = murder. lol. but if its literally, yes.and im sorry for it.
087. Cried when someone died → if it was spiritually, more chances of me crying.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → nope. i believe in my Saviour.
090. Miracles → yes. with GOD all things are possible.
091. Love at First Sight → nope. thats not even love, thats lust!
092. Heaven → yup.
093. Santa Claus → nope. fake one,yes.
094. Sex on the first date → definitely no.
095. Kiss on the first date → nope.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes. Jesus! :)
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes.
099. Do you believe in God → YES OF COURSE!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 15 people→ ERM.. i dont usually tag people with quizzes..sry..

2009-02-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

sometimes you think getting is the answer to all your problems, but in GOD's economy , giving is the answer.

2009-02-23T22:26:00.008+08:00

Today is Mom's birthday! :) went t0 oasis at tpy . its been so long since we ate out as a family.. Hmm, im so full of porridge .

2009-02-23T15:30:00.002+08:00

let all that i once held dear, count it all as lost..

2009-02-16T12:54:00.007+08:00

Amazing peace within me as i went for exam today . PRAISE THE LORD !
i dono how will i fare , but one thing i know , is that GOD's Presence was with me! how much i fare in my exams can NEVER compare with the sweet Presence of the LORD . its just undescribable. :)
i thank those who prayed for me. i did not burn midnight oil. wanted to, even got bro to go with me to 7-11 to buy some snacks to last me through the night, But, mom shared a verse with me and bro, psalm 127..
As she started reading out, i knew GOD was speaking through the verse. i know my body is the temple of GOD , so no matter what , i should be wise in the timing i dig my face into books . ''Unless the LORD builds the house,its builers labor in vain.Unless the LORD watches over the city,the watchmen stand guard in vain.'' so in everything i do , i gotto rely on GOD. Without GOD , it will all be in vain .

on 13.02.09 , last friday , dad's friend , came our house to pray for him , prompted by the Holy Spirit during his church's prayer meeting . whao , prayed togethr , and after which he talked with us, and 2 things created a deep impact in me . [prayer is a very powerful weapon, use the Word of GOD to rebuke] and [Gotta be faithful, the LORD have been very gracious to me, i have to be responsible for what is given to me by the LORD . no matter how hard or impossible it may seem, i have to do it .] :D

and on that day , in my Master communication guide , GOD led me to 1 cor 13 , about love . i dono why . den on sat , the church bulletin de verse also has the same verses! (usually every sat's verse will bring a new refreshing to me ^^ ) now den i noe why.

2009-02-13T17:39:00.003+08:00

i d0nt want milk anymore. i want solid 100% meat!

2009-02-13T12:54:00.003+08:00

: [ children :
-knows the Father . but not any further.
-when God doesn't answer your prayer,you think that God doesn't love you. (that's NOT true!)
-always self centered. ''i want this, i want that, i don't care, i want that i my life.''

: ] young man :
-overcomes the devil based on his or her knowledge of the Word of GOD.
-knows that GOD loves you no matter what.
-knows GOD is good no matter what happens.

: D the fathers :
-truly know GOD.
-knows that whatever is bound in heaven can be bound on earth.
-close walk with GOD,24/7,knows what GOD wants.

2009-02-12T09:43:00.003+08:00

you may be able to fool me, but you canNOT fool GOD.

2009-02-09T22:23:00.004+08:00

2 hr 45 mins show . Long yes . Thought it was ridiculous . But there is something good out of it . Learnt that we go through different stages of life . We should treasure our time on earth . And everyone is Precious and Beautiful in God's eyes . We need to accept people who are unlovely and ugly . The things we see now is temporal . The things we don't see are eternal . What we do now,will it count for eternity?

Watch and pray.So that you will not fall into temptation.Because the spirit is willing,but the body is weak.

2009-02-08T13:13:00.000+08:00

My Source - City Harvest Church

Here is my life Lord Jesus

All I have I give to You

You're my God and my Saviour

You make all things new

My life is on the altar

I give my heart to You In You

i've found my purpose

My reason for living is You

You are my source and my salvation

Nothing compares to You

All of my days, I long to know You more

Holy Spirit pour down like water

I'm hungry for Your touch

Each breath I take,

I give my all to You

Your words are life eternal

To whom do I go besides You

My dreams and my desires

I lay them at Your feet

Jesus I give You all

All that I am is Yours

2009-02-05T00:07:00.004+08:00

You (Acoustic) - Hillsong

As I pray and wait upon the Lord

I know your grace and love I am restored

As I think of all you've done for me

The mystery of your love

Chorus 1Who walked upon the sea

Who lived to die for me

You Lord, You Lord

You Lord, Lord

As I look upon you I am changed

And though I fail, your faithful love remains

As I sing and worship you

I find again no words describe your love

Who watches over me

Whose love has covered me

You Lord, You Lord

You Lord, Lord

Hallelujah almighty one

There is none like you

HE can use your 5 loaves and 3 fishes, whatever you have on hand, multiply it multifold .

would you give your 5 loaves and 2 fishes to HIM ? this is what i heard from my Abba Father on tuesday night. timely yes. :] im burdened yes, but giving up NO. woo, praise the LORD for the pple who reported Qt faithfully everyday ! :) been quite an encouragement to me seriously =) amazing grace. patience. discipline. consistency. come on, keep it up. :)

HE is the Vine, we are the branches. if we remain in Him, we will bear much fruit. apart from Him, we can do nothing. John 15:5.

seriously the things on hand are numerous. and i keep counting with worries about my exams in a wk's time. not say a wk. i don even have much time compared to my buddies in sch. been thinking abt it. and He always gave me an answer. just now was a question for me to answer with the answer so obvious , ''what is more important? your results or My Kingdom? '' . i worried about it again, and day 2 of masterlife opened in my face. talk about perfect timing haha.

so, matthew 6:33 is the answer.

tired i am ! but i have the choice to go to the Person in CHARGE who can recharge me :)

i guess now its a time of testing, whether i trust in His Word, in His promises.

come to think of it,

wo Christ i a n .

so i gotta let go of the wheel and let Daddy take over.

cos, i don want any accidents.

like Dororin sent, there cannot be more than one driver.

and that driver has to one who is the most experienced.

me? dream on.

its HIM. no two way about it.

You Lord .

2009-01-30T22:47:00.005+08:00

WE WENT CRAZYY OVER KINDA BUENOS.

the things we do during breaks . . im w0ndering.. h0w w0uld 0ur friendship be after 2 m0re years.. haha.. yay!! we're going to have a class chalet straightaway after our last exam on 17th! haha, cool man, whole class g0 chalet tgther after the papers. i nvr go class chalet b4. lol, i regretted not going to the class 44 in unity one. hahaha. anyway, alot of things going on this week.. but thank GOD for sustaining me!! :))

cny . i l0ve my pictures with my mom.. :) i wanna take more pics wif her before i regret it.

g0t another 1000 word essay due 0n mon . i guess sunday's out for me. next wk is study week . exams ard the corner ~

today Stephanie brought very delicious cakes from malaysia for us. very filling. haha. went to lib cafe to chill. the first time, i fell alsp in cafe. maybe cos of showdown for nose again. almost cmi during lab lesson. but thanks to GOD, i can get the tissues'' from lab rm. hahaa. after sch, went to cck to eat. on e mrt, i did sth which i really regretted. :( gotta watch my responses. hmms, den went lot one for lunch. den went for discipleship. watched ''all's well end's well'' with Jody. was quite funny. destress also. haha. i seriously need rest . .

2009-01-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

a sheep's nature is stupid. (cannot survive on its own) - c0s we live in this world which is saturated by sin.

mum put this on my table right after i came back 0n thurs.
what a timing !

i have been sheepish..cos of a stupid drama craze. *sheessshhhhh*
there's this vs that have been in the back of my mind all the while. - in the last days, men will be lovers of pleasures more than lovers of GOD...

while g0i buy e stuffs wif mum, she told me abt the new ez link functi0n. ahhh. in my mind i picture - people starting to steal ez link cards, den the higher authorities of this corrupted world start to ''improvise'' until the putting of the chip or mark in our hand or forehead ! aish !

oh man. our generation, gotta stand strong mann.

came across this in my wallet.

d0esn't it reminds us 0f last wk sermon ? : )

2009-01-21T20:50:00.003+08:00

For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be the glory forever!
-Romans 11:36 (NIV) -

: )

t0day. pnpe sh0wdown. dono why from i don need to present, until i take the '#%&$@ from teacher'' l0l. but, praise GOD. teacher was quite s0ft on us. what she said actually lit sth in me. hahas. g0tta put in m0re eff0rt in all i d0 .

2009-01-21T00:10:00.003+08:00

went f0r prayer meeting t0dae . awesome :]

: ) if we have strength t0 complain, why n0t use the strength t0 ask GOD for help ?
: ) the names of GOD represents the charateristics of GOD. they cann0t be changed. HE's the ''Great I AM''.
: ) do n0t trust in your situati0ns, pe0ple, but trust in GOD .
: ) we need t0 have a GOD-seeking heart . amen .
: ) when we are serving GOD, we should f0llow GOD, not GOD f0llow us ! listen t0 His leading ! f0ll0w HIS leading . dont ''gey kiang'' ! c0s if we d0 the things that GOD tells us t0 do, it'll be fruitful .
: ) listen m0re, speak less . tats y we g0t 1 m0uth, and 2 ears . :]
: ) we need to seek to be in the Presence of GOD . if GOD's Presence is n0t with us, h0w can the world distinguish us ?

Exodus 33: 15 -16 ''Then Moses said to him, "If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. How will anyone know that you are pleased with me and with your people unless you go with us? What else will distinguish me and your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?"

Cue . those wh0 are free 0n tues nite , d0 ATTEND TUESDAY PRAYER MEETING .
7pm @ church lvl 2 . guarantee y0u, as l0ng as y0u g0 with a GOD-seeking heart, y0u'll witness His Glory in His courts :)

2009-01-18T11:54:00.004+08:00

First - City Harvest Church

I love because> You first loved me
I live because of >what You gave
You died showed me how to live
Your mercy taught me to forgive

You came and poured yourself so free
Your blood washed away my shame
And, now i can live again
i'm more of You and less of me

My first love, FOREVER You will be
My first breath
You are the life in me!
My first joy
the world can NEVER take from me
My covenant with You

Jesus,Your love falls down(X3) over me...

2009-01-18T11:07:00.004+08:00

one word to describe yesterday : rushing.
haha. rush to church, rush to golden mile tower and back to bukit timah rooftop.
had a great time in cell today. PRAISE THE LORD for the salvation of Cynthia and Bravin! :) went f0r svc, after the prayers of annointing, rushed to golden mile tower t0 eat steamb0at for early celebrati0n of new year c0s my yeye g0i back malaysia . sighs. i missed serm0n. thank GOD still g0t serm0n cd! :D
hmm, saw my 2 twin c0usins! i 0nly g0t a pic 0f 0ne with my uncle carrying him. =P

so000 cute!! haha. he's frm philipines.

after which, rushed back t0 bukit timah rooft0p t0 settle s0me stuffs. + i get t0 taste the 2 cakes!! =) + get t0 fell0wship my cell grp mates ! its w0rth it t0 rush back there. =D
+ after dat, went t0 celebrate Yilin's b'day by watching a 11pm-1.20am m0vie with her. thank GOD dat mum all0w! haha. Red cliff 2 . haha . i rate it high. even th0 its war, my eyes were 0pen all the way! haha. at the end 0f the sh0w, went 0ut 0f l0t 0ne, and this is h0w it lo0ks like. (the bright part is the mrt stati0n)

walked all the way h0me. Yilin stayed over c0s she g0t no transport home. lol. this is really the first time i watched a m0vie sooo ''early''. hahas. anw, its fun t0 have pple 0ver. :) c0s we talked till 1 0f us st0p resp0nding x.x lol.

0kay. t0day, i have t0 g0 visit my greatgrandm0ther wh0 recently g0t h0spitalised. mummy say muz g0 c0s she might n0t make it past chi new year :( i h0pe my greatgranny t0 be saved. people 0f GOD, pls pray f0r her.. thx :)

2009-01-17T09:30:00.001+08:00

Kids Prayer - CHCC

Dear God,Thank you for loving me,

i'll grow up serving youIn Jesus' name,

AMEN

i want to know you lord,

You are a great big God.

i'm young and do not know a lot,

come and be my all.

I want to love you more,

giving you my life and all,

You died for me,You sacrificed,

i won't forget you Lord.

I Love You Jesus,

i'll grow up knowing you.

I Love You Jesus,

i'll grow up serving you.

I Love You Jesus,

my life was saved by you,

i'll never forget,

never forget,

I'll grow up loving you.
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2009-01-16T21:56:00.010+08:00

Today had psy lecture in the m0rn, den after dat 2 hrs break at our usual n0rth and chill at lib cafe , followed by lab less0n. thanks Joan for lending us her lappy! haha,if n0t we can just r0t behind the curtains. zZz.

hahas. just cos we finished our super *gasp-y* health assesment exam ytd! lol. anyway, really thank GOD. cos b4 the exam my teacher kept saying i ''gone case'' liao. cos i din prepare well(anw, she's still very nice tho, she's verry motherly t0 us hee).

den 0n thurs, was having a few butterflies in my stomach a good 10 mins b4 my turn. guess what, i g0t the well-sought-after topic: ''abdomen'', as led by His still soft voice! :) and i got the ''claimed to be fierce'' indian teacher. she lent me her pen as i f0rgot to take in mine, den throughout the wh0le assessment, she was superrrr nice to me! really praise the Lord! i passed, by the grace of GOD. =) Hallelujah! :) heeheee :DD

after lab less0n, chi0ng to celebrate Xinjuan's bday ; had a fun time jus chatting with her =)

den 0ff i went h0mee.

consistency discipline. called up sum pple, glad that everything worked out :) reminds me of ytd, dat i ran out of money take bus home, and sis Anne lent me. thank GOD. howevrr,we dono how much is the trip to cck. just then bus 67 arrived, i ran up the bus and asked the uncle h0w much is the fee, *praying that will be enough* den guess what?! the uncle say just put in any amt! cos he ran out of paper to print ''receipts'' ! haha, thanks Daddy.=) and for speaking to me thru ps Daniel too! :)

2009-01-12T00:14:00.001+08:00

[The quality of our life is greatly affected by the time we spend with GOD]

encouragement verse >>

2 Timothy 4: 16-18 , even when everyone abandoned me, even if everything falls apart in my life, GOD will stand with me and give me strength ! :)

2009-01-10T11:45:00.006+08:00

Yeahh Joan, next wk is gonna be a war for us.
mon: elective interview!
tue: ccs presentation role play
wed:Bio prac !
thurs:Health assesment exam! i still dun have a model!
friday:still dono yet.

CHILL.

while hitting the books,
gotta keep focus to do what will last for eternity.what will count.

i lift my voice,
i life my praise to You,
i lift my hands,
i lift my worship to You,
and i love you more than i can say,
oh i love you more than i can say....

Ever i will sing, only You will i adore,
glorify my Lord, only You will i serve ~
for the world will fade away,
still my soul, to You remains,
only you will i adore.

oh i love You always,
oh i love You always,
oh i love You always, JESUS,
oh i love You always.

-Adonai (hillsong)

will i serve studies? (letting it be the main focus of my life)

will i serve money? (letting it take over God's rightful place)

will i serve popularity? (exalting myself INSTEAD of GOD)

NO WAY!

gotta ask yrself:

will it count? will it last for eternity ?

will it be counted when you meet Jesus in Heaven?

so then, serve GOD. thats the only thing that will count! :DD

- Ever will sing, only You will i adore, glorify my Lord, only You will i serve, for the world WILL fade away, still my soul, to You remains, only You will i adore.. :)

2009-01-09T16:56:00.000+08:00

Adonai (Acoustic) - Hillsong

2009-01-05T22:57:00.003+08:00

a timely email with Bible verse >> Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do and doesn't do it,sins. James 4:17 (NIV)

2009-01-03T11:19:00.001+08:00

Overcomers are people who take responsibility over what is going on in their life, and thinks of ways to make it right.

2009-01-02T17:55:00.007+08:00

was 1 minute late f0r psychology class. Mmm, still can improve.. today learnt that a kid as young as 3-4 also able to commit suicide. kid also can have depression. teacher said that there was this ncident where a BABY tried to commit suicide by banging his head on the floor repeatedly.. *gasps*.. actually i agree to this fact. haha, i have tried to commit suicide too when i was v young with a real knife. many times i felt so destructive that i would suddenly fall on the floor and pretend to be dead, even when i know nobody is in the house. Mmm, sound like the baby yah? hahas. but ........ THANK GOD! i thank GOD for preserving my life till now. :) HE totally changed my life ! =))) Mmm, GOD can cure depression. i say Amen and Amen.

after lesson, f0und out dat i still have 5 hrs to my dressing exam. lunched with Joan, Chantel and Kendrick. den went off to library to practice for the upcoming exam. Chantel's exam at 12pm so she went off first, den Joan came back and we watched the ''funky monkey'. haha. thank GOD for this movie. brought laughter into library today. hahaaa. den i watched a 'self discipline' cassete. yup cassete. saw this phrase - '' failure and success are the same thing :learning experiences '' in summary, persistence. don't give up.

den off i went for dressing exam[ the killer exam ]. praise the Lord. i passed ! ^-^
went happily to lot one buy food. saw Jody and Ziwei. hopefully Jody is able to turn up tmr :)
bought Mushroom chicken curry puff [ newest craving ! xD ] from old Chang Kee. and plus triangle-like thing.din knew what it was. looked delicious. but found out they're octopuses !!! they're verrry rare in my list of yummies. Mmm, shant buy them nxt time.

learnt sth frm mom which i find it v useful, abt saving money. everyday, toss in yr piggybank abt $1 (must have disicpline to) . after sometime if you do that everyday, you'll save up quite well. another thing i learnt is about time management. identify time wasters, eliminate them. and i learnt, that no matter how much i dont feel like studying, i should force myself to. bcos if i give in to ''emotions'' everytime, i will never study. haha. oh well, rest of the exams are arriving in 5 wks time. gotta barge through those emotions called 'laziness' and 'fear of studying'! hit the books!

-Geraldine, truly. =D

2008-12-31T22:23:00.009+08:00

okok im kinda bored at home today. x.x brother went f0r countdown. even Mummy went for countdown with her church. :P im the only one not celebrating t.t haha. rushed to the dinner @ church. but realized nobody will be there with me. so im like a rushing wind, rush into church (i thought i was late ! ) den rush outt. lol. felt sad at first coz i rushed all the way there. when i wait 4 bus 67, i waited and 3 bus 67 zoomed past w/o letting me board. den when board, traffic jamm ah! shld reach at 6pm i reached at 630 like dat. tat y my heart was screamingg.. hahaha. but on my way home, God gave me new understanding. haha CHIM. but its for moulding my character. so its worth it ;D

wentt tu l0t one, decided to spend the day myself. haha, b4 i came out, got a few pals asked me got plans anot like wan to go outt like dat, den i thought, 'what a wierd question.' cos i dun noe the person quite well. hahaha. now i understand why he say sian. haha. still, im not alone ! (naninanipoopoo * ) x) GOD is with me! bought 2 cups 0f instant noodles (sounds pathetic but its my NEW CRAVING! ) and the happy giogio meal - 8 balls of cheese balls? + 1 prata hotdog wrap . mmmm they're delicious.

watched pocohantas while eating ;D *BURPS* okay. im full. verry full. aww, hours before mummy and didi come bk. have the lappy all to myself. (still, i'd prefer their company) i think i will go andd watch bruce almighty movie (i havent watch yet ! ya i haven. ). TQs to those who sent me msg wishes for the new year ! :DD sryy i cant reply i using pp card :P

A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL ! =) yep, like what Matthew typed, if You're anchored in Jesus, you have NOTHING to fear ! hope you ALL are anchored in Him ! STAND FIRM. (WARNING : if you don't stand for Him, you'll fall for anything ! )

kk, go watch dha movie ler, T.C ! byes. GOD bless all. ^-^

2008-12-31T11:51:00.004+08:00

Faithful one, so unchanging
Ageless one, you're my rock of peace
Lord of all, I depend on you
I call out to you, again and again
I call out to you, again and again
You are my rock in times of trouble
You lift me up when I fall down
All through the storm, your love is the anchor
My hope is in you, Lord.

i dnoo wyh teyh aer traetnig me lky tihs. wtha tehy siad mdae my hraet snik. evrsnice bcemnig a laerdr all tsese hahppen. i hpe tehy sotp traeting mie lky a fraek. iei htae it wehn thier eog rsies. seo waht iff ie bcim laedr? itz norht lky i wsn 2 bucm wsn...im jsut rsepodning tu God weher laeds me. i tignk iz vry foolsifgh teu gisbe in tue pride! wyh dou taht tu yrslfe..God hsea Heis onn speacial paln 4 eahc ob ue. nwe tehr thsi jaelusi beethlenes btnw us..dhnuo steel goht waht. neow aei unndrsatn hweo she fleel. a laedr nsed frnens tsuoo. whie cnat eyuo fuocus aonn God, flodlo das He laeds? aend doen kp asying ie habse noe tyem teu spdend w yue alr sos yue thbk wie drft fruther adn guo emo adsn cumpailn. whei ntt yure seek GOD FIRST? yuo shdl brie ffiocusjing onf waht yyuo cna duo 4 Him rher den cumpainign abut ryr stiuation. bee contented with what you have. be faithful in small matters. if you cant be faithful in small matters, how can God give you bigger matters to handle? prove it with yr actions. dun be self-centered anymore pls..before the devil gets the better of you and use you to hurt others bring others down too. arghh. pls stand strong in Him. i dun wann you to lose your focus! dun serve yrself. serve GOD. thats when you can truly be happy.. i do want to be as close as i was with you all. but its not me. its yr thnking dat tyoo cant talk to me lyk last tiem. r yoo afrd i will kp shooting you wen u do wrong? well, i will not unless GOD tells me to. juz tu let you knw in case you duno, i still have ears. God have given me ears. i can listen.

2008-12-21T12:32:00.008+08:00

Christmas bash ytd :D

went 0ver t0 Yishun t0 fetch Li ern, turned up i reached way to0 early so i went 0ut of ctrl station and sh0pped at the pasa malam and north point lol. n0se tap was running the whole day, and it indeed affected my mood.. but somehow,GOD gave me the joy from within, and i was able to smile and laugh . ^^ had a small chat with Li ern as we waited for time to pass and he ate his ch0colate sundae xP. he told me many jokes ! hahaha , thanks Li ern, for brightening up my mood too :) this boy ar, amaze me so by his non stop chatting xD hehe, it indeed has diverted my attention from the nose tap though. :) i like the part about sp0ngebox with his pineapple h0use ! hahaha he's a really good story teller ! its as if im watching the show like dat LOL ! xD

hmm, after which we met up with Clara,Joel,Michelle and Xinjuan! we went fo0d culture t0 have 0ur early dinner. Ian j0ined us soon after. turned out most 0f us c0uldnt finish our food cos quite early xp . den it got too cold for me, so we went over to chinese garden early . on the way, i had thoughts abt n0t goi for christmas bash, as i was really feeling horrible. but one thought came to me. i dun wan to be like last time, sick den dun go, den next time devil can attack me with sickness everytime successfully. NO WAY man. so i went, spologising to Xinjuan that i might not be able to talk much as it is difficult for me. mmm, met up with sis Anne and we headed over to Jurong sports hall . :) waited for quite some time, but enjoyed the fellowship though :)

doors open, and we found our seats. Artrillian and her friend came! :) im so glad to see her !! :DD mmm, but we dont have enough seats, so i had to give up my seat so i sat behind. whoah, the pple ard me like stagnant ... when praising GOD,its as if im the only one jumping, and singing. i was thinking, whats wrong.. am i doing right in jumping? i ask myself. haha, but one phrase popped into my mind. yup. ENTHUSIASM IS NOT A FEELING BUT A DISCIPLINE. haha, even if i were the only one jumping, so be it ! my GOD deserves the praises ! Amen! the skit was very interesting and funny :) the dance was good :) Pastor Glyn talked about 'nth is impossible for GOD'. at that point,i knw im going to have to do some reaching out after the altar call, but i was still not feeling too good. then Pastor Glyn said one thing which struck me. 'you are not doing the things in your own strength but in His Strength! ' thank GOD for His timely word. :DD so, i just have to do my best, let GOD do the rest :)

after event ended, dunno why suddenly got gift exchange like that. thank GOD i had prepared cards the night before. but still, i was short of sweets so cant give to everyone .. T.T anyway, thanks to the people who had wished me merry christmas or given me cards or gifts :) appreciates them :) den rushed to mrt with Xinjuan. i hope she enjoyed :) though she said she was not ready to accept, i pray that GOD will open her eyes to the Truth. :D after which, i went over to eat supper with my dear sisters :) den we c0uldnt catch the last train ! LOL, so cabbed home. xP this is the 2nd time i encountered no train service ! x.x

i thought over some things when i went home.. i had many things i need to improve on.. whoah as i thought, got evil thoughts came in, telling me to give up, telling me the many things that i've failed to do, that i am just not able. but thanks be to GOD, who reminded me that it is through HIM,i can do all things. not through me, myself. but through GOD! :)) so, no matter how many times i fail, i will grit my teeth, and press on. cos You are the Reason i live. :)) amen.

2008-12-12T18:11:00.003+08:00

Create in me a new heart,

One that follows You.

Place in me a deep desire,

To know You as I'm known.

Set my feet in Your ways,

To live worthy of Your call.

Draw me near to You Lord,

Every single day.

I just want to be more like You

Walk with You beside me.Lord,

won't You be my guide,

Place Your heart inside my soul.

A heart that's ever true,

One that's after You.

All I desire, a heart after You.

All I desire, a heart after You

2008-12-10T11:02:00.002+08:00

Father GOD, i pray that every child of GOD might be filled with all the fullness of God, and that they might stand perfect and complete in all the will of God." i pray that our faith will be quickened, vision cleared, and our heart warmed by our closeting with God. i pray that GOD , You will show me what You will do under the power of a praying ministry !!

2008-12-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

reminds myself: attitude counts in the face of suffering

2008-12-02T13:42:00.001+08:00

haha, sick day fr me.i dunno whie will sick.been quite sian.cos got al0t 0f tings needa d0, plus 2 exams 0n thurs andd fri.andd i feel like im kinda overl0aded.and + this running tap, ahh, this is quite a trial f0r me.so here am i in library waiting fr Michelle to finish her lessons, and i received an email.http://www.biblelessonconnection.com/season5/lesson5/lesson5.html. praise Him. for it mentioned sth about our attitude when suffering.Job's attitude when suffering- Job 1:20-22. despite his intense suffering, Job continues to praise GOD. somehow, it reminds me of my 'suffering' with my nose, my health. i think GOD is teaching me sth.. am i faithful to GOD because all things are well? no, in my darkest moments, i must stay faithful also . :) amen.

2008-12-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

yes Lord. pls sustain me.. my days and nights are packed.. grant me more quiet time with You Lord. You are the Vine, i am one of the branches. use me LORD i pray, and keep me strong in You. :)

2008-12-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

1. God Should Be the Greatest Love of Our Life. Before we can fully love one another, however, we must fully love God and understand his love for us (Matthew 22:37-38).
2. Christ's Love Sets the Standard. Our love for others should model Christ's love for us (Ephesians 5:1-2).
3. Love Surpasses All Spiritual Gifts. A Christian who understands what love truly means and shows love in his or her life is the greatest testimony to others (1 Corinthians 13:1-13).
4. Our Love For God Prepares Us for Service. The depth of our love for God directly affects our ability to minister to others (John 21:15-17).
5. Our Love for Others Mirrors the Condition of Our Heart. The love we have for those around us is an indication of the strength of our Christian walk (1 John 2:9-11).
6. Our Love Should Grow. The closer we grow to God, the more our love for others should increase (1 Thessalonians 3:12-13).

2008-12-01T10:04:00.001+08:00

''Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do, and doesn't do it, sins." - James 4:17

2008-11-07T23:14:00.004+08:00

thanks Michelle for the many enc0uragement :)

i enj0yed watching the 'w0rld trade center' and the time spent with you , Charlene and Joel :)

after a 'stressing' ? wk ? g0t to watch dvd ! :DD

po0r dummy ....

Stephanie is t0rturing the dummy lor !! xPP haha

oh no !! sth is wrong with the dummy !! Stephanie to the rescue !! :DD

dummy recsusitated ! Stephanie is so happy !! xPP

so attentive wor ?? xDD

the day Michelle and Charlene use the permer perm my hair .

Michelle says its a success . but this hairstyle doesnt suit me ! hahaha i look like auntie x.x haha

oh ! here we are, we l0ve HA lesson ! hahaha our own private time behind the screens ! xO

2008-11-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

today i have been having the running nose . my nose's tired .
Lord, please heal me.. but if it is not Your will, if You want to let me go through something that You planned for me to be a better person,

keep me real close .. i'd love YOU still.. :)

been feeling quite ... confused and uncertain ..
what shouldd i do now.. what must i do.. i dont know what i am supposed to do.
Lord, lead me, even when i dont understand Your ways, i trust in Your heart . :)
GOD, im a noobie. but please teach me, teach me GOD.
keep me faithful and strong in YOU LORD.

i need HIS Presence in my life. w/o Him, i cannot function. He is the Source where i charge the pacemaker of my heart.

pls pray for me..
i think the devil is trying to put discouraging thoughts into my mind..
telling me im not cut out to be. ... .
and i start to lose focus of situation..

so pls, pls, keep me in prayers okie ? thxthx ! :D

still,i trust in YOU GOD. i believe. You will make a way where there seems to be no way. You're my Portion. You're more than enough for me. JESUS YOU're all i need.

2008-10-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

CANOPY WALK RECKEE . MORE THAN 10 KMS WE WALKED . *faints* but *gives a satisfied and BIG WIDE GRIN* :P ;D

beautiful rite ?
its even more beautiful when u're there ...

we found a amazingly beautiful scene, with green lush pasture ~ :DD

yupyup.we're @ e treet0p walk ! :)

we were feeding those kerapins with matthew's cashew nuts ! hahaha.

could've spent e whole day there ;D the scenery is just too beautiful ~ ... :)))

in total, we walked for about 5 hrs ! though we r n0t goi to use this plan, cos we older ones are already tired like what alr. hahaha . but, its NOT wasted trip after all . i did not regret . the things i saw, was so.... beautiful ... and GOD created them :)) thank YOU GOD !! :D

2008-10-15T00:03:00.004+08:00

i miss all 0f them . every single one 0f them !
haha look at Clara ! heheheh, cheeky girl ...
hope all of you stands firm till we see each other when we get Home .

2008-10-14T21:37:00.004+08:00

*lets off stress steams* @ cwp .
i really l0ve the winnie ~ haha. maybe c0s i dun really have stuff t0ys except for the puppy on my desk ? haha aniways, alr b0ught by me ! haha ;p but i feel i shldnt have b0ught it .. hmmms ..
whoo, changed sub grp . hesitated coz tr0ublesome . but now, im with the friends that i usually hang out with ^^ hehe, h0pe we sc0re well f0r our ICAs xD jia you every0ne ~ :D
i cant wait t0 g0 to kl and johor . hahas . to June's hse and wif dear Stephanie to the mega sales xP lols . haha .

2008-10-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

im such a spoilsport today . :( sry..
but i had fun ! ;D with all those crappy j0kes we made 0ut of the shop names teehee!

School starts TMR . kambate~

2008-08-17T00:17:00.005+08:00

better than life by hill song :)

song : i will run to YOU =)

2008-08-09T22:12:00.003+08:00

2008-08-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

praise the LORD !!!
went f0r retest t0day ,,
and i passed 0n the first try !! :))
praise GOD !! =))

thank YOU GOD, for giving me hope ... =)
after that, i was s000 happy !!
went t0 find Stephanie they all .
den gt break all the way till 4 pm .
went lib t0 study for SHC exam tmr ,
praise GOD that bio lecture end early ! :)
when walking out 0f sch ,
suddenly timothy 'shouted' my name again lols .
hope he hangs out with good influence ..

went t0 meet Michelle at l0t mac study .
could study quite al0t ;DD
saw Kailin and her friend Wanping?
had a good talk with her and f0und 0ut l0ts 0f things ab0ut nursing ;D
and saw Shiying !!
haha she was looking at the food in the maccafe ;P
dun eat too much ar Shiying !! ;P
hehe .

Windows Live Hotmail

2008-08-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

Windows Live Hotmail <--- take a look at this !!
hmm, thank YOU GOD .. for comforting me thru that email ..
Jer 17 i will bless the person who puts his trust in Me.

'give us clean hands' by Chris tomlin =)

2008-08-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

one of my testimony for July 2008

2008-07-24T21:58:00.005+08:00

since sat , aftr svc, i was being attcked by sianness and emos . during dinner w cellgrp, we had to get chairs, and this uncle went and took away one of the chairs and put it to another table for another family,and when i called 'uncle!!' , then he said sorry. anger began to rise in me :( he din even bring over another chair. i den i suddenly v irriated w things that when my bro called me over to joke w me, i told him off, and my attitude and the way i acted was sth like wanna fight like that. i was reacting like a ah beng. just tat not so bad until i really go shout and beat pple up only. LOL . den Charlene actually saw and ask me not to be so angry. i was quite shocked tat she realised, and instantly i felt guilty, i gave in to my emotions, and i was not glorifying GOD :( then i went to toilet, thought to myself that i need some time alone. while walking there i prayed that GOD help me. and guess what? Yilin was in the toilet also! :) then she told me to tell sister Anne. in the end, i did not tell, cos it is my fault for giving in to my emotions.

then guess what? i began slacking instead :( den mon(or tue?) i went to meet up w Huiying walk ard lot one b4 her discipleship. den we went to arcade. i played parapara. at that time, i was so high' like on drugs, and Huiying was cheering me on as i very long nvr play liao. i forgot that i heard that parapara is satanic. still, i felt the atmosphere was so wrong. but i kept on playing cos i was very ''happy''while playing. its just like in the past, b4 i acknowledged GOD as GOD in my life, sought after 'worldly' things to fill the emptiness in me. den went home, din realise tat i have'brought' an evil spirit home. (parapara is used to call out spirits last time)
i started loving evil rather than good. started to slack in my spiritual life, find discipleship a drag and burden, and also hate praying,and just want to play and play. in my case, it was like a split personality. it wasnt so obvious to me that it was the doing of an evil spirit, as the 'evilness' went on and off . i was wanting to seek GOD, and the next moment, i just dont want to do anything that please GOD. :( i also felt sth was wrong..

things went on, i rmb i has this fear that causes me to be so tensed up and i kept thinking GOD is not with me. then the next night, it got quite worse, tat as i went into my rm, i was thinking of praying 'GOD, just let me go. leave me alone. ' . i was going to pray that, and Holy Spirit told me that i shouldnt pray this prayer. and i faster prayed another prayer instead. i knelt in my rm, cried to GOD , ''GOD help me... and Huiying called ! i began to tell her everything. she said i shld tell sis Anne. so at night, i called sis Anne, report QT. den suddenly i had this overbearing thought not to tell her. i just felt i want to faster end the call. and i did not tell her.

then on tuesday night, i called sis Anne to report Qt, and praise GOD, that she asked me sth like how am i doing. and i started to tell her everything. she talked to me and suddenly i cried. then she exposed the evil spirit and renounced it in JESUS's name. and it left me! :)) thank GOD!

i got think b4, why GOD let such things happen. den i realise, that it is to let me know that para para is not sth we shld play. and that i must not give in to negative emotions. because if give in, its giving satan a foothold. like open a door of opportunity for him to attack. and i learnt my lesson. i am not in this alone. you see, our siblings in CHRIST are people that can provide us support when we r in trouble. but we must learn to open up. imagine, if i din tell anyone, i would have been ... and backslided .. so pple, guard your hearts and dont give any opportunity to the devil ! capture your thoughts , evaluate, and reject the things that are not in obedience to GOD!

2008-07-04T01:29:00.003+08:00

my lifesong sing to you LORD .

what am i doing so late in the night? searching for things to fill myself with . i looked at comedies , fashion , etc in youtube , until i decided to type things related to GOD .

then the songs i listen to, the Bible verses that shows on the screen, is like phoah! transform my thoughts! the WORD OF GOD is indeed powerful !! :))

Matthew 4:4 ...It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of GOD.'

1 Peter 1:15 But just as He who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do.

Acts 11:23 ...he was glad and encouraged them all to remain true to the LORD with all their hearts.

Colossians 3:17 And whatever you do...do it all in the name of rhe LORD JESUS, giving thanks to GOD the FATHER through Him.

Luke 11:28 ... Blessed rather are those who hear the word of GOD and obey it.

becos of studies etc, ive been so tied up by busyness until i have no desire to seek GOD . :(
i noe theres sth wrong, but i just cant bring myself to stay in my rm to pray and seek GOD, with all that 'i still need to do . . . . by tonight ' mindset .
so i ended surfing the net . was actually surfing the net for terms for my course, den sth in me was actually yearning . i tried to find all kinds of things to fill me, and that was real FOOLISH!!

thanks to GOD's amazing awesome wonderful mercy to me, HE used verses to speak to me :))
so guys, pls do not give up .
even if you're on the edge of falling, or slacking in yr spiritual life, pls do not give up!!
coz GOD will send HIS help at HIS perfect timing .

HE wants you to get up on your feet and run ! when you are in trouble be it in spiritual life or life probs,and pray for GOD to help you, always rmb that the answer is on its way . but our GOD is not a 'all yes' god. He knows what is best for you, which situations you can learn more :)
so yup . for me, i learn most when i fail . thats y my fav phrase is ''failure is a potential for growth'!! :))
so jia youu pple ~ :D:D

proverbs 3:5-6 trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.in all your ways acknowledge HIM, and HE will make your paths straight.

2008-06-22T17:40:00.002+08:00

from www.christian4worship.com , edited.

Are you discouraged today? Are you afraid of an uncertain future?
The Bible tells the story of a time when Jesus' disciples were not only discouraged, but they were afraid for their very lives.Jesus had told them to get into a boat and go over to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, and they obeyed.

But when they were a considerable distance from land, a fierce storm arose that terrified them. Jesus, who had been on a mountain praying, went to meet the disciples, walking on the water. Thinking He was a ghost, the disciples cried out in fear.

So Jesus immediately told them, "Be of good cheer! It is I; do not be afraid" (Matthew 14:27).There are two simple reasons the disciples didn't have to be afraid: First, Jesus would help them weather the storm. And second, He had told them to go to the other side in the beginning, which meant that they would reach the other side! would you trust in GOD that you will reach the other side too?

Jesus knows where you are at this very moment. He knows what you are experiencing. He is telling you to be courageous, because He is with you and there is a always hope from HIM for you. Even if you have failed, even if you have made a mistake, it isn't over. You can still learn from that mistake and get out of the situation you are in.God has a future for each of us. Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." God will complete the work He has begun in your life.

and my favourite phrase: failure is a potential for growth! =D
jia you pple, and dun give up, dun let devil get you down. cos he's just less den a tiny pea compared to GOD who resides in us! =) BUT , WILL YOU REALISE YOUR INDENTITY AS A CHILD OF GOD?
VICTORY IS YOURS!!

2008-06-19T12:59:00.008+08:00

18.06.08

yesterday went t0wn, shopped , and guess what the first thing i b0ught is one big packet of tissues LOLS. haha. had running n0se for a few days alr. actually wanted to back out and go home halfway der haha coz v xin ku.and i noe i'll pull down the dynamic.but i duno why i stayed.haha.guess i missed going out with them =) went far east, they did manicure.had a fun time looking at them do haha.denn went home with Yilin as we got projects need to do.

on e bus 190,she encouraged me about our sheeps.thank GOD for His perfect timing! :D i've been losing hope actually =( and plus im not feeling well, i became more pessimistic and i slacked in my spiritual life..=( din communicate w GOD much.only when i urgently needed Him to help me.this is bad.i've been tricked by the devil unknowingly.my weakness:sickness.

i must learn to overcome it.when im sick i will tend to lose focus in GOD and also even shun away from GOD, i duno why.maybe is cos i feel so sick that i don wana care abt anything.=( oh man. i cannot have such attitude.this is not CHRISTlike.CHRIST, when whipped, also continued to do what HE is suppposed to do,bear with it.AND HE TRUSTED IN THE FATHER GOD IN HEAVEN.

and just now,i did QT,GOD spoke to me to pray, and praise HIM even in bad situations(like when im sick). praise GOD that im not sick to the extent that im beddridden, and also thank GOD that i still got tissues, and alot more~ xD mom even made lemonade for me ytd nite while i was doing research :) whoah, GOD got me covered. :D a=now as im posting this, then i realised. GOD have been sending me a lot of encouragements for me to press on! sis Anne told me on the phone ytd nite that we should push ourselves up when we know where are we slacking at.and she said many other things tt really struck me tho i was sleepy at that time.xP

i thank GOD that HE never sleeps HE never slumbers.

''do you feel that the LORD has forgotten your needs? just remember that GOD is always working in ways you cannot see. our GOD is able, HE is mighty, HE is faithful,~ and HE never sleeps, HE never slumbers, HE never tires of hearing our prayers, when we are weak, HE becomes stronger, so rest in HIS love, and cast all of your cares on HIM~''

19.06.08
2day is Encounter retreat. =) hope they all go :)

g0ing outt with Xinjuan to causeway later,meeting her at 5pm.

oh ya, i just saw this on the http://www.christians4worship.com/.

A Tune-up for Your Life

"For a good tree does not bear bad fruit, nor does a bad tree bear good fruit."— Luke 6:43

People can talk all day about their love and deep sense of devotion for God, but the proof is in the pudding, so to speak.

If you are a real Christian, if you have really asked Christ into your life, there will be evidence.

So here are a few tune-up questions we should ask ourselves as believers:

Do I obey the Word of God?

We can't obey it if we don't know what it says. So first, we need to read it. Are we keeping His commandments?

Do I reject this world system that is hostile to God?

When a person becomes a Christian, he or she sees this world for what it is, because his or her

priorities have changed.

Do I eagerly await Christ's return?

If we truly are followers of Christ, we will look forward to the day when He will come again.

Do I see a decreasing pattern of sin in my life?

That is not to say true Christians will not sin, because they will. But there is a difference between continuing in sin and trying to sin less and less.

Do I love other Christians?

Jesus said, "By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another" (John 13:35). If we are children of God, then we will love His people, and we will love to be around them.

You might be thinking. . .

After that little list, I don't think I measure up. But I don't measure up in every way either. There is always room for improvement. That is why it's good to periodically tune up our lives to see whether we are doing what we ought to do.

2008-06-15T18:35:00.000+08:00

Today is Father's day.i wana do sth, but i cant.well, i hope next yr i can. =)
hmm,today..supposed to go out study w Michelle but din.have dinner at home. steamb0at~ yay!! :D:D haha, ytd was really tired out mann . haha Amazing race was reall fun and i really enjoyed it tho it was quite tiring going here and there xP i hope the pple get the message behind the Amazing race. =)

after the amazing race, we went church have short service of PnW. den we ate at Beauty world rooftop as a cell grp.but some pple, are missing.. feel quite wierd wo them too..like sth's missing.Artrillian,,Justin,,Wenfa,,my bro,,Li ern,, and some others were not there..
but what i know is that GOD will not stop working in their lives! He will never leave them nor forsake them!! =D

hmm, just watched some really interesting movies on e net.
haha i have work to do too,okay? xD

oh ya!!!
i finished the 1000 word essay!!
thanks to GOD who made it possible for me, gave me wisdom to do. =D and i did it within one day! praise the LORD! :D

i just shared ytd!! finally i could break thru...=))
i din really prepare much tho, but at that point of time, i knew i had to do it.had a prompting.and i shared, with GOD's grace, i rmbered how to share.at dat point of time,GOD reminded me tat my job is to plant the seed, whether or not the person accepts,leave it to the HS! =) GOD has HIS own plans!

im looking forward to ER, tho i cant stay over with them,i think the two days are for me to hit the books! haha.

the verse GOD spoke to me today-Mark4:19.

i realised that goi after things of this world,will get you nowhere.they can never satisfy you.they will bring you to doom in the end.starting may be fun and really 'beneficial or good' that you wouldnt mind going after even when you know you shouldnt.but in the end, after you got what you wanted, you will want more other things. =((

okok, must continue to keep Shirou in prayers also.. pray tat she will encounter GOD, and parental objections will not keep her from GOD, and she will turn up every sat..

for a special someone.. : GOD is our refuge and our strength. meditate upon this. follow GOD's ways=GOD's result for you. =) if you follow your own ways=get your own result =(

for another special someone: take care of your health.you've been doing a gr8 job recently, fasting from certain foods, and even started to do sth you've never been doing before. keep it up kaes? :D dun bao ying bao shi. eat food at the right timings, whether you r hungry or not. at least eat a little bit..

=) i love all of you.but what i can do is limited.i can not be 24hr there for you.only GOD can. =) thats the wonderful thing about GOD! =D

2008-06-12T13:21:00.000+08:00

i want to go to escape theme park.
i want to watch ''shaolin girls'
finish studying one module per week, esp laboratory, for prac exam is after this 2 wk holiday.
i want to get new Bible.
i want to cook up at least a meal.

...

im g0ing to Evelyn's hse teach her song~ xD

studying afterwards at wher? i dono yet xp

thank yous to >firstly GOD, mom, sister Anne, Yilin, Wanting for enc0uragements (:

2008-06-10T14:02:00.000+08:00

okokay,tagged by Wan Ting =)

A) People who have been tagged must write their answer on their blog.

B) Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they tagged and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to the other people. (:

okayy. here's the quiz . .

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?- depends 0n situation.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?-more and more people coming out of the darkness and coming to the LIGHT!

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?- er... what?

#4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?-hmm, not confused, coz i noe GOD always go ahead of me and HE is there for me. =)

#5. What's your ideal lover like?-err, definitely someone who loves GOD and fears GOD with all he's got, and someone who honours GOD above everything.aiyar, why think so much? GOD has HIS own plans for me, so no need to worry =)

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?- Loving someone.(its clearly stated in the Bible)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?-ask my FATHER.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?-you said it, its 'like'.definitely is youthful lust.so i wouldnt do anything. =) GOD says in 2timothy2:22 to flee youthful lusts and pursue righteousness,faith,love, and peace along with those who call on the LORD out of a pure heart.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?-it doesn matter much xD

#10. Is being tagged fun?-duno, seldom do. but i don really like these qns.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?-i dont?

#12. Who are currently the most important person to you?-our Almighty GOD, who will always be! =))

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?-a superb baker ;) and someone who is going to be my sister for eternity (: and someone who is after GOD'S heart. and someone who is a precious child of GOD, my precious sister in CHRIST. =)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?-im okay with anything GOD has for me.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?-yep i agree with Wanting. we open our eyes. xp

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?-the only relationship i would give all would be my relationship with JESUS.HE have given up all for us.so why not? =D

#17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?-i duno.ask GOD.

#18. What type of friend do you like?-hmm,i like friends who are friends with me (:

#19. What type of friend do you dislike?-pple who wants to lead me astray? haha, but i'll love them still, cos GOD loves them too despite their sins. (:

People who are tagged: haven tag yet xP

2008-06-08T10:38:00.000+08:00

finally g0t abit of time to update xPP
hehez,
wad can i say n0w?
i love GOD.forever,im a child of GOD.HE loves me, and i love HIM.
i love ACTS2.yes i do.every single one of them!!
i love all my brothers and sisters in CHRIST.yep dats you. =)
i love my family on earth.
i love reading GOD's Word.
i love GOD! HE who always never fail to bring me through ! =D=D

hehe, HE rocks HE rocks HE rocks!!!!!!!!

hmm, i miss Artrillian lots! i hope she come back to Acts2.everyone keep her in prayers okay?
still got Justin and Jason.Jason came yesterday!! whoa, its like seeing the start of the fruits of fasting and prayer! =) i hope he can turn up to cell and svc every sat!
and for Justin, i hope tat our pple will take the initiative to encourage him, be it thru msgs calling, or wadever. =)

alright.cell ytd was fun.tho the games got some tech probs, but it was fun!! =)) Yilin jia youu!! :D:D
Sister Anne did sharing, learnt tat we really need to expect from GOD.expect to receive from GOD. =)
but pple, even if HE doesnt give,we must noe tat HE has plannings for each and everyone of us!
He makes all things works for good.maybe He wans to train us to be a child who hopes and trusts in HIM no matter what happens! =)

the svc was awesome as usual!! tho short like some say, but it was a powerful one!
i heard someone say sth like ' its v important to know who you are in CHRIST'
but i guess i forgotten it.
now i come to understand,
tat if we noe who we are in CHRIST, we will be able to see the power we have access to , from our GOD, whose Spirit resides in us. the power is for us to overcome anything we face, be it depression, temptations, etc. oh mann, our GOD is ssosoooooo much greater den those things mann!! amen.

we should to live a life dat is holy and pleasing to GOD.but no way can we use our own strength and wisdom! we have to rely on our Almighty GOD, who is the only ONE. yes! the ONLY ONE, who can change us!!
HE can clear wadever rubbish dats in us and make us wow! beautiful!
but,,,, we gotto trust HIM and let HIM mould us!
hang on there.don let go.

GOD will mould each and everyone of us into the beautiful diamonds HE intends us to be!
HE noes.wadever struggles we face.how tough,how overwhelming. BUT HE WILL BRING YOU THROUGH.HE'S IN THE FURNACE WITH YOU! NO MATTER HOW HOT IT IS!
i dare you to RMB THIS.

alright. i wanna go study liao. how to excel in studies? -> rely on GOD.always start with prayer, cos you goto depend on Him.pray dat you'll stay focused,stay awake,have perserverance,have good memory,have wisdom to study!
James1:5 says tat if any of you lack wisdom,he should ask GOD, who gives generously to all,without finding fault, and it will be given to him.

and rmb, to look away from your inabilities to HIS awesome abilities!
i love you guys!! and i pray dat you will stand strong and grow strong in the LORD.rmb,tat you are a child of GOD.not some powerless dude who cant escape temptations and who always seem a loser.YOU ARE PRECIOUS, IN GOD'S EYES, AND PLS DON LOOK AT SITUATIONS AND YOURSELF IN YOUR OWN WAYS AND EYES. TAKE A LOOK AT HOW GOD LOOKS AT YOU!!
=)

-only YOU, can lead us through, only YOU~ :D:D

Tuesdayy .

2008-05-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

try outt upl0ad picture .

heheeh . that ring , you'll find it with Huiying too! :x HEHE . CUTE HOR? xP bought it on mon at Jp! ^-^

okayy . t0dayy wennt scho0l, with the phrase ''the reason i live is for You Lord'' . was n0t late for lecture! xD praise GOD!

the first lecture is from9-950am, denn break all de way till410pm LOLS. 6+hrs.. haha went to eat lunch at 10am . yup . den went to library do project discussion . thank GOD that the research dat i researched on is of use =)) thank GOD datt i could find the informations! xD

denn after discussion, we wennt to Bishan,Junction8 shopping . splitted up, i went wif Stephanie . hahaas, we went into arcade LOL . played the basketball thing, den the shooting pucks thing . during the shooting puck game, i kept shooting into my own goal!! lols . and yes, she won haha .

den we went shopping ard , j8 gott trumpet praise, bought some nuggets cards and denn went to action city buy some coffee beans . hahas. we talked a great deal . i realised her bkgrd also similar to mine . hahas, anyways, she's real friendly and i really thank GOD that i now have a friend datt i am more comfortable with! xD

i actually asked her one day see when can i bring her go my church.she din protest to it . hahaa, denn i went and bought a subway oatmeal raisin cookie . i love it mann! xD after we all shopped finish, guess wadd, its only 1plus lidat.. lol . and so we one big grp went backk to school , and went library do wad? yeah . watch movie . LOLS. watched a reall funny show , denn went to lecture . hahaa. learnt abt Aspiration-the food going into the lungs... hahaa, Stephanie kept saying she almost sleeping lol , den i rmb i got the coffee beans(i bought 2 boxes xP) , and so i gave it to her . thank GOD dat i din fall into temptation to eat them ! xD

hehehees, aftr lesson ends at 6, went home . made pancakes (my first attempt??) xP .put cheese toghether wif it, better den the honey . hahaas . okayy . now i got itchy throat liaos . lols .

praise GOD mann . when i fasted for Denise on sun, she started responding to me . she initiate msg me ab0ut QT thingy . whoa praise the LORD mann!!

hmm, maybe i shld also fast for all my disciples . xD

okayy . i gotta go liaoss..

2008-05-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

okayy . this is random .
our GOD is so sooo amazing!! you noe how HE draws me to HIM?

through bgr pr0blems . yup . im not ashamed to p0st this . c0s HE deserves all the praise and i thank my Almighty Father who never fails to leave me nor forsake me as promised in Hebrews13:5 .

it was in my secondary days, when i went into bgr, i kept depending on GOD for everything . even when i msged that guy , i kept praying . praying tat everything will go on fine . and it did . i kept seeking GOD, cos i rmb that we need to seek GOD first and all the things will be added unto us . and you noe,GOD kept answering my prayers . funny thing and good thing is, i became closer to GOD, and then, i started to feel that i have no need for the bgr love even tho i really liked that guy . i struggled with that issue about ''breaking up'' with that guy (btw, we din even consider stead lol . cos i din wan others to noe , but it is not a one sided thing, and so went out tghtr.)

denn i msged him 3-4 times abt me 'breaking' with him.why 3-4 times? hahaa. cos he managed to coax me back, and tats cos i still liked him alot so i gave in. still, a voiceinside me somehow tells me i have to make a choice.a choice btwn GOD and him.

i still rmb, it was at lot one mac this time, i was with one of my sister in Christ, Jing hui. i confided in her everything abt the relationship, becus i cried when i thought abt making decision to leave that guy, yup,when i was with her. so i told her, and she suggested praying, and asking GOD for directions.and i did. At that time . i felt peace,about the decision to leave the guy. it was peace that assures me everything is going to be alright.

so i sent that painful msg. i was crying all the way. girls , this is never easy, right? its always painful and it hurts . really . i understand .

after datt, i was still still struggling with my affection for that guy, yep. for quite long . but something in me kept crying out for GOD. i went to everything i can hoping to experience and encounter GOD. i went for festival of praise, global day of prayer.. etc. some of which i even went myself when nobody acc me go,cos i was soo desperate to experience GOD.

den at one festival of praise, we sang this don moen song''HE never sleeps'' . it touched my heart mann. before that i was crying out,'GOD, help me.. im heart broken.. where are You God? .. and den the song goes'' HE NEVER SLEEPS, HE NEVER SLUMBERS..when we are weak, He becomes stronger, so rest in His love, and cast all of your cares on Him. do you feel that the Lord has forgotten your need? just rmb that God is always working in ways you cannot see.. and He never sleeps, He never slumbers..!!'' =)

tell youu mann. it is so wonderful that i rmb till now . GOD is soo awesome!!

GOD actually told me, that i need to press on .. even tho i still heart broken cos i still like tat guy, and i feel abit stupid dat i go and intiate breakup.

GOD told me, that there is an abundant blessings that is going to come my way, cos i chose GOD over bgr .

i kept that in my heart, and i came to witness it,

His blessings, i shall mention some.

-when i lost hp, i asked GOD for nice ones, and He did.

-i wanted a nice specs, and He gave, thru my parents.

-i asked that GOD will help me exel in netball and basketball, and miraculously, my shots became far better dan i expected! :D i could get into school team! thats when i prayed with expectation that GOD hears and answers prayers. i told GOD,if it is His will. so, not my will but His be done. =)

-the rest, too much to say..

-plus many spiritual truths and understandings,

i am now still running the race, and God is still working mightily in my life, tho i faced ups and downs.

the probs i faced, is to mould me and makee me stronger .

so bros and sis, dun fall away becus of trials of the world, take pleasure in trials, weakness, cos in our weakness, HE is strong.

definitely when im at my weak point of time, He is there to lead me and guide me. but i tell you guys, you have to make a choice. to follow Him or to reject Him.reject Him, inmy case, is to carry on with my relationship wif that guy.

if i did that,i would be a different geraldine.a wretch who follows after the world, and pursuing never-lasting lusts.lusts never lasts anyway. hahaa.

thank GOD for His rescue, that my life is radically changed, becus of Him! =) His faithfulness and love, is beyond words..

okayy. i typed so long . i have a purpose for this post . it is for some one , whom i hope this could help you trust in GOD more, even when youare facing hopeless and confusing situations similar to mine

2008-05-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

i wanna give GOD praise for helping me with my first test today! :D

i was like, keep on studying until the tutorial before the test, and guess what . the teacher ask us questions to prepare us for the test somehow, and when he ask the questions, my classmates shouted the answer alr . i was still trying to think . am i slow or what? haiz..

at that point of time, i was soo disappointed in myself . i am always labelled blur, slow, bleahh by pple ..

wad was my turning point was, i rmb this phrase i learnt recently . ''LOOK AWAY FROM YOUR LACK OF ABILITY, AND LOOK TO HIS ABILITY! ''

so i told GOD, to help me with the test, and that i noe tat HE is able to help me score well . there were negative thoughts like'geraldine, you can meh? you last minute study leh. see pple can answer the qns teacher ask, and you are taking like forever to answer!'trying to creep into my mind . but i rejected them . thank GOD for Yilin's and Huiying's msges which both tells of 'GOD is greater than anything we are facing' and so i hung on to the hope i have in GOD.

i actually told GOD that i believe i can get great marks with HIS help and i expected it .
and guess what??

though the ICA(in course assessment=my test) is 50 qns, far more than what i had mentally prepared, i was calm and happy in the exam hall (btw it is the com lab . poly tat high tech one . test do on com haha .) .
and another thing abt the test is tat, after we do e test, we can straightway press submit test for grading, and you will get yr result straight . Guolin seems like freaking out when Jia hui told her tat . haha i was ok abt it . xpp

after i did the test and submitted it, guess what did i get?

an A!!! =))

hehee, praise the LORD!!

its seems like, i've never gotten good grades ever since my sec sch .. i am sooo happy about it lor . xD

i think back, yesterday after doing online assessment, i was thinking of whether to do QT or start to study for test for today . i was like, so behind, and was so worried if i din study at that time, today jiu not enough time ler.
but den,the talk with sis Anne actually helped me loads . i went to do QT.

and an A is what i get . xDD

bros and sis in CHRIST,

rmb this .

''..seek ye first the Kingdom of GOD, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. ''

- Matthew 6:33

2008-05-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

HEY GUYS, HERE IS STH I CHANCED UPON.ABOUT PRAYING POWERFUL PRAYERS. PLS DO TAKE A LOOK =)A Guide for Prayer

Once Jesus was in a certain place praying. As he finished, one of his
disciples came to him and said, "Lord, teach us to pray, just as John
taught his disciples."

— Luke 11:1

For prayer to be powerful and effective, there has to be at least a few moments of recognizing the One to whom we are speaking.
"What? Isn't all prayer offered to God?" some might ask.

Not necessarily. I think it is entirely possible to pray and never think of
God at all. I think it is entirely possible to rush into God's presence and
rattle off our grocery list as though we are talking to Santa Claus,
without even taking a moment to contemplate whom it is we are
addressing. Often in prayer, there is little thought of God Himself.
Instead, our mind is taken up with what we need.

SO PEOPLE, RMB TAT PRAYER IS COMMUNICATION WITH THE GOD ALMIGHT HIMSELF. THE SINFUL SELF WILL TEND TO SHRINK AWAY FROM GOD, SO CAUSE US NOT TO WWANT TO PRAY. LETS NOT LET THE DEVIL KILL STEAL AND ROB US, LETS PUSH ON IN PRAYERS FOR ONE ANOTHER! =))

RMB: YOU ARE PART OF THE BODY OF CHRIST.MY BRO OR SIS IN CHRIST.

2008-05-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

11`05`08
officially mothers day! :D
went outt early wif Yilin to vivocity buy the ch0cs xD
very long never fellowship with her tat much ler, ever since mission trip. hope tat we'd get to go mission trip this yr! =))

thank GOD tat the celebration(frm those directly under sis Anne) for SIS ANNE went smoothly!! =)
tho bought the wrong chocos for her..=((

after eating the mother's day special meal (ahh so full . .xPP)
,rushed home to study . hahaa, on the mrt denn we realised we forgot take the free gifts that shld come with the meal! hahaa. nvrms,

Jodie and Denise came to give me 2 roses for mother's day!! one red and one white!! (:(:
i din expect them to even think of giving me anything !
GOD has HIS own ways of comforting me!! x))
love demm loadds =))
hope they will grow stronger spiritually tho..and be more accountable..xPP
hmms, i hope the roses can maintain.. hahaa, i lovee the roses!! :D

at nite. went to 302 eat fried fish noodles (the noodles supper nice! xD )
i was worried tat i might have to acc my mom to sunshine buy kettle. not tat i don wanna acc her. but my Qt do halfway and i haven study for my test! hahaa, den i prayed tat my bro will acc my mom, which i thought he wont as he is meeting his fren, but denn thank GOD, he did! =))

12 may 08 (today):

GOD helped me with the (foundation of nursing) presentation today.i wasnt prepared, as my teamates suddenly tell me i am to go present.i started to pray, and by GOD's grace, i had sufficient time to gather e info as the other grps are presenting. xD and teacher said i din make major mistakes, just need to speak louder. thank GOD!! =))

went to meet nyp cell grp at lib cafe. got to noe dororin and andy. they all very nice and funny. hahaa, i hope tat we will be able to impact our school for GOD..

at home, i was quite stessed, and cried out and sang to GOD to help me. den GOD actually sent my mom to my room to help me fold clothes(my hsehold duty) almost immediately! =))
thankGOD mann!! seriously, always the perfect timing. tho my mom cant help me finish my revision and stuffs, it is alr a comfort from GOD. =) all praises and honour be to HIM my hope!

and GOD will never let us go, thru the calms and thru the storms. =))

2008-05-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

hey Wan ting, Huiying, Charlene!! April sent me this msg: ''thnks so much for celebrating my birthday..though is a short time...but i m very happy..hope to come to church again also...miss u all too^^ ''

=))

posting another s0ng lyric.

''into Your Hand,
i commit again,
with all i am, for You Lord.

You hold my world,
in the palm of Your hand,
and i am Yours forever..

Jesus i believe in You ,
Jesus i belong to You,
You're the reason that i live,
the reason that i sing, with all i am..
i'll walk with You, wherever You go,
through tears and joy, i'll trust in You.
and i will live, in all of Your ways,
Your promises forever..~

2008-05-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

in the m0rning, my alarm rang, the ''taking over now' song . the lyrics really v nice ! xD

-every morning i wake up just to find, never ending mercies you may find, i cant deny the joy inside,YOU set my world in motion. and i cant stop singing ''JESUS You lift me up so high, above all the things i could not ever leave behind,with YOU i cannot be stopped, YOU are living in my heart.~

every morning i hear this song,it reminds me that GOD is always me =)

thank GOD! :)

wennt t0 cck mac at 7plus teach Joel history as his exam t0day~ i din n0e wat t0 teach mann. denn i prayed for GOD to help me.had fell0wship! (: after tat went t0 scho0l . t0dayy i prayed tat i will be able t0 listen and absorb wat teacher say, andd i really c0uld!! praise the LORD!! =)

and denn g0es all the less0ns until 5plus, denn wentt t0 meet Huiying at jurong east, we g0 imm findd Wanting and Charlene . we g0 celebrate April's birthday . i was quite t0uched tat they wanna g0 also . =) denn we g0 Kopitiam cut cake . LOL, Wanting keep saying the cake is she buy 0ne lorr . turn 0utt is she bake 0ne . its super nicee mann . t0day excepti0n i eat ch0c0late . xPP
the cake's creamy and delici0us~
hees . but horr the ben qian is $60 plus . im enc0uraged t0 see my sister in CHRIST d0ing tat .. reaching 0utt, and putting in so0 much eff0rt .. =)
bef0re we met April, everyone was like so nerv0us and w0rried, d0no wat t0 talk t0 herr... denn we prayed t0gether .. den everything turned 0ut quite well!! (: i h0pe we planted a good seed of love tat will gr0w in HIS time (:

have a 50 mcq test next wk . need t0 studyy hardd . i wanna glorify HIM !!
c0z HE is my EVERYTHING!!! =))

i miss my disciples~~~~~
i h0pe dey are d0ing okayy..
i h0pe tat they will have desire for spiritual growth..
and tat they will c0me to realise h0w wonderful our GOD is.. and start taking up their cross daily~

its never a bed of roses .
but its a r0ad to everlasting freed0m and joy! (:
im filled with love~ from the ONE who gave HIMSELF for us!! (:
i h0pe everyone is doing fine..
im worried for my bros and sis in CHRIST..
pls press on okay pple.. be strong and hope in GOD!!
Romans8:28 all things works together all for good...

GOD will make way where there seems to be no way! (:

2008-05-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

i justt listened to this s0ng on youtube"i will run to YOU" by hillsong. when i listened, i felt the tingling feeling.. there's this part " and i will run to YOU ... not by might, not by power, but by the Spirit of GOD "

tats wad i really needed . i've been thinking y i keep being s0 slack in my spiritual life, no zeal to do anything.. high and low . . denn i realise i need to rely on GOD. unless the Spirit of GOD leads, i cant go anywhere . (this is c0nfusing) -i need to get to know the Holy Spirit more.

Father, i am tired, i am weak... but i will run to YOU..my everlasting strength.. YOU REIGN!!

no matter what happens, PRAISE AND GLORY BE TO YOU LORD! =)

i learnt an important lesson: failure is a potential for growth . so don sit there and cry . stand up and press on , for GOD is our helper, what do we fear? =D

in the m0rning, went scho0l lib find Guo lin, and see cms, abt the techniques to transfer patients. LOL we both wore the same pink shirt!! hahaa,after tat went to eat lunch at North canteen den went for my only lesson today-science.have been having running nose, so the whole lecture i was rubbing away lol . and i managed to doze off still . . lolz .

after tat went home wif Stephanie, lol she keep saying i look like her friend Victoria and she kp accidentally call me Vic. hahaa, so now i got a new name xP
we talked a lot . hahaa, she very very nice!! =D
and she taught me some malay. hees. she's not malay, she's chinese. but she's from malaysia, sarawak if im not wrong. its v interesting to hear her talk. =D
however,i was super tired alr coz of running nose and was dying to get home asap, so i guess i have been a bad listener as i din respond alot =((

saw Huning at cck station there, lol he was like smiling to himself until like so happy like tat, call him he also dono until i repeated his name. hahaa, he said sth which some pple have been asking me. "whoa, wear contacts ar?"

okayy, to those who's curious abt y i start wearing contacts again, here's my reasons:

1)since pple keep saying i look super blurr wearing specs, i shall wear contacts. if you're gonna say me blur again, i shall not care. i just hope my new teamates don think im blur and start thinking tat i will not be a good projectmate.

2)my degree is like 900plus.. and i don wann it to increase too. and wearing contacts help to maintain.

3)as long as i dont become super vain and always worried abt my looks like last time. i need to always remember tat why im wearing contacts and tat i shld not be conformed to the world, but serve GOD wholeheartedly, and stay faithful to GOD, let HIM transform me, my character,to become more like HIM.

and fyo, i'll not be wearing contacts on sats, coz during p n w or service, i might cry for some reason or another, so it will not be wise to wear it as it will cause implications, and it will most likely affect me worshiping GOD. so yup, tats abt it. xPP

now, let me recall...

things needed to do 2ml:

`muz rmb to give Amy birthday present!! been forgetting to bring for so long.. =(

`go with Huiying tution Clara ; need to pray tat she'll be hardworking . and will start taking her relationship with GOD seriously.

`return $ for Samuel's birthday present (sharing). jia youu Huiying in the preparing! =D

`pass Yeehong present. a small box of candies with Bible verses inside. =)

hahaa,okay, tats shld be all, gota go do my assignments alr. =)

2008-04-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

yesterrday went visitt my granddad at tts,thank GOD i c0uld find my way to the right ward!! =)
one leg gone.. =( butt thank GOD again, tat he was quite rosy in the face tho xPP hahaa, todayy i din manage to meet dao jadde , cant pass the stuff.. hmm, finally could get to meet up wif herr on sundayy~ xD hahaa,ate ljs (fats again!!) , talk ab0ut l0ts of stuff . LOL she wanted to intr0duce me t0 this guy friend wh0's senior in nyp als0 . . asked me to g0 to him if i needed any help in scho0l , and keep saying he veri shuai and good . LOL . thank GOD tat i need to go off at 8pm, and tat guy can 0nly make it after 8plus =) otherrwise ar, the meeting will be match-making sessi0n LOL .hahaa jadde,, i n0e wat y0u're up t0 xP y0u wanna get me fixed up with tat guy ritte.. t0ldd you alr, i d0n wanna get inv0lved . . even as y0u say can make frens mah, i d0n really wann to.. d0n stumble me laa . LOL . heyy pple reading, pls d0 keep me in prayers ahh, i d0n wan my h0rmones t0 get the better 0f me . xPP

just read br0 hy's serm0n feedbk.. l0ok at cell grp.. i asked Jodie whether she feels love from cg anot.. and guess what.. she said not really.
i really h0pe tat cg will have a breakthrough.. lets n0t be self centered anym0re alright pple.. lets put GOD first in our lives , s0 tat we'll be GOD-centered . i believe tat if we r GOD-centered, cg will be a t0tally different envir0nment-envir0nment of love and acceptance .
and we cannt d0 this by 0urselves . never a 0ne man sh0w !! we need t0 w0rk t0gether, br0s and sis in CHRIST , as 0ne body of CHRIST, to bring love to our community!!
i h0pe tat every0ne will n0t rely 0n their em0tions but 0n the WORD OF GOD, HIS command t0 bear with 0ne an0ther in love ..

2008-04-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

now im in comm labb x)
this m0rn i woke up at abt15 min to 9am lol . i thought i late as i thought my lesson is at 1010am haha, rush to sch, din have time t0 tie hair, so went 0ut like a b0mbing head lol . went 0n e mrt, then suddenly edwin msged me whether im 0n e mrt to yck . i was like, oh mygoodness, did he see my bombhead??? hahaa, lol he say he din recognise me coz of diff hairstyle , and i was speechless . nvrms . hahaa, i was quite w0rried abt h0w i lo0ked mann, i always had my hair tied 0ne lol c0z its really b0mbing xPP

rushed to sch0ol, f0und outt tat my less0n starts at 11am XP
so ya, and i asked my fren h0w my hair ok anot, she said its ok . pheww!! x)
after which i c0uldnt take it, i tied it up during the break lol .

GOD reminded me, tat i am part of the Church(1 corinthians12:27) and so i gotta do my part, and n0t wriggle away from them, and to be on my guard against all kinds of greed (luke12:15)
and ''Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do, and doesn't do it, sins." (James 4:17)
-in the bi0 lab ro0m when i was c0pying Bible Verses, and waiting for my fren to examine and study the skelet0n. xPP

hahaa, okayy, goto g0 meet HuiYing alr, xD
hope we n0e how to get to acjc~ xP
actually wanted to meet Wanton after sch 0ne.. but she has t0 stay at h0me.. =(
i believe she got her own reasons one.

OKAYY, i g0tto go acc my fren go d0nate blood lerr~!!
hahaa xP

2008-04-25T00:38:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY, went for the guitar club concert . it was abit unexpected tho . i had to stay for the audition if i want to join the more advanced one . if i were to join the beginners one, need to pay $26 , and its abt teaching us the chords ~, which i alr learnt . . so the girl at the registation asked me go for the audition . i was sooo nervous lol . i din noe wat are their criterias . after the concert, they called us down to near the stage, and waited to be auditioned . i met this girl i think from china called liling(?) who plays metal type . she's from yr 2 nursing . hahaa, thank GOD that got her sit beside me ! the whole audition only got 3 girls lor . at my turn, i went in, and they asked me play c, am, f, and g chords . i passed xPP praise the LORD! =) but guess what, they asked me to b prepared tat i wont be learning abt strumming much, but abt the melody stuff . my heart kind of sank lol . coz, i wan join guitar club for 3 reasons . 1)time flexible 2)got cca points 3)might be able to serve GOD in playing when the need arises

and now, becoz no strumming, unless i go for the performing abt pop songs one, which i don wan and have no interest in p songs .. so , im not joining gc anymore . im not joining netball, even though im soo tempted to join(i miss netball . ) , but if i join, it will take up my time for my sheeps .. so, no netball for me ~ xPP

so now, im n0t sure which cca sh0uld i join alr .. feel like joining crusade, but got complications.. so im on my search for a good cca~ hahaa,

denn after the audition, went home . the whole day, what i tried to remember was this verse from Ephesians 6:7 which says sth like , ''serve wholeheartedly,as if you were serving the LORD, not men.''

hmm, then Yilin called me discuss abt our working timing . She asked if i can cope with poly . i told her yeah . coz i n0e tat with GOD, anything is possible! so i believe i can cope one, unless i start being lazy and kick self-discipline away xPP
hmm, and i really need good time management, which i do not have . need prayers ..
hahaa, so youu, who are readinng, pls do pray for me okayy? hahaa,
now my modules include SOCIOLOGY, PSYCHOLOGY, CRITICAL THINKING etc .
i din n0e tat nurses need to study so many things one lol . ahh `` im excited ab0ut the part when i get to learn h0w to give injecti0ns!! hahaa, we're g0ing to practice injecting 0n sp0nges first . phew , otherwise if practice 0n humans, can risk lives 0ne.. -,-

plans for later: START SCH at 10 plus? hahaa, end at 250 pm , denn, gotta spend e time, maybe studying with Guolin at school, until 5plus ?
either im going to the play with Huiying or go to eat pastamania with my sisters in CHRIST!

2007-02-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

HEY IM BACK!

for a while. :)

TO MY DEAR FRIENDS.
long since i blogged. yea.
i don think i'll be blogging much. maybe for tagging. don feel like going online. :D

[hey dion, sorry ahh. did you give me your link? what's your link?]
[yanru! sorry!! what is your link again?]
[xing! are you xing ying?]
[aina! what pro shooter. moo~]
[ashilah! teach me to shout! :D]
[celestine! tomatoo!! :) ]
[tzemin! you are meeting us? ]
[mildred! im not going to update much... sorry.. ]
[jing ying! i'll relink you another time okay? :D]
[xiupin! yea. not going to blog much. hee. how are you? i talk to you when i online ok?]
[amy! sorry... ]